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Turn me loose
April 30, 2007a little bit grumpy today. wasn't able to sleep well, and a thought just popped up.
I came from the visayas, and four years ago, I hauled my ass to Manila. Because of a boy… what people would do for love, right? Ha! We've been together for two years then and I felt that he's worth all the trouble. After all, he is *this* close to a Saint… i kid you not.
anyway… last month was my four year anniv here in Manila My Manila… and maybe you'd think that me and Mr. Loverboy are now living together, right? well, hang on to that chair coz I have this to say: Mr. Loverboy is scared of hell, so we're not yet living together. We don't even fuck yet. I kid you not!!! I am very vocal of what I want, but nooooo, Mr. Loverboy won't have any of that immoralities. Ha!
So, I live in this tiny apartment, and Mr. Loverboy would just come and go. We're like high school sweethearts for fuck's sake, and I want to move on. You know what I mean: live together, sleep together, have sex just like any normal couples, wake up together….
Honestly, I want to end things with Mr. Loverboy, but I'm scared. I've gotten fat over time, and I'm scared that no one will like me. Boo fucking hoo. Pretty stupid right?
What do you think?
Previous Comments
no i don’t think that’s stupid. love is supposed to have the elements of GROWTH and HAPPINESS. if there’s no growing and your not happy anymore, then you really have to start assessing your options. im not saying that you need sex to have growth. theres no hidden pun here. 
what im saying is that you need to do things to make the relationship work in order to make yourself a better person. and the fact that you’re not happy doesn’t make you a better person.
on the other hand, i hope these are not just rash decisions from your lack of sleep and grumpiness. if you can still fight for it, then please do so. don’t end something without a fight.
and finally, so what if you gained some weight? as long as you’re not insecure about it and you can carry it well, then there’s no issue about weight.
cheer up! maybe you just need to teach your loverboy how to do his thing your way.
Sure lizzie,
you can post it 
Thanx wits! your comment made me smile.
Posted by madwoman at April 30, 2007, 1:23 pmalam mo ba na ikaw ang first person na nilagyan ko ng comment.haha.^^ sa message boeard lang talaga ako usually naglalagay ng sasabihin e.. it means na interesado talaga ako sa blog mo.haha anyway.. sabi ng pinsan ko.. RESPETO daw yun pag hindi ginagalaw ni lalaki si babae..^^ ibig sabihin, ginagalang ka niya at super love ka niya kaya ayaw niya gumawa ng immoral.^^ haha. one in a million yang si lover boy mo.. sayang nmn.^^ wag mo muna xa alisin..pag may dumating na mas better na lang. sayang nmn xa.haha. ~_^
Posted by des at May 1, 2007, 2:36 pmhahaha, des, nakaktawa naman comment mo.
Thanks.
Well, we’ll see what happens. bahala na.
well if youre not really happy with him anymore, then you should leave him. stop worrying about the weight; start losing it instead. im sure another man will find you attractive and even give you a sex life, which mr loveroy cannot.
this is a pretty problem. i have a side project called Ms Snotty Gives Advice. its kind of an advice column for, what else people who need advice haha. can i post this? with your consent of course. i will answer seriously, unlike my other early posts in the site. its http://msnotty.i.ph
please let me know. drop a message in my blog.
Posted by liz at April 30, 2007, 11:52 am