A Tale of Gluttony

Just came back from lunch. My God I'm so full!!!

Me and my officemates had a meeting with our client and we picked Burgoo (podium branch). The appetizer was chicken wings with blue cheese dip… it was good. Then another appetizer was ordered which was the three- meat kebab with potato wedges. By the time I was munching the meat, I was already so full. But noooo. The seafood caesar salad came, and of course, i took a plate too. Lettuce is strange… for something so light, it could make you so full. Must be the water, huh? And for my main dish, I ordered blackened salmon with a scoop of mashed potato (terrible mashed potato evar) and house salad on the side. Halfway through my salmon, I felt a little bit dizzy. I must have lacked oxygen coz I could hardly breathe. But damn, the salmon was good. Better than orgasm, I must say. Top that with a big glass of orange juice. My fat belly is huge alright, but what I consumed was really humungous. Five minutes after the main dish was gobbled up, I caught sight of their raspberry cheesecake. Of course, I ordered it! My, the cake was gigantic, almost half of the reular plate. And the raspberry sauce was oozing!!! I shared it with my officemates, and we all agree that it's the best cheesecake so far…

I went back to the office with a bulging belly. Makes me want to go to the gym and sweat it all out.

Hmmmm….wish i could hear some of your glutonous tale

Xoxo

Rush, rush, rush

Last three days at work… then i'll fix my clearance and head home.

Last night, someone told me to take my time. That healing takes time. I agree. But I cant see myself wallowing in all these pain for a long time!!! I want to get it over with as quickly as possible.

And am i just using Megs? I dont know. I dont know. I just want to get this heartbreak over with!

Please, im so confused, and im not myself. I dont want to cry. I dont want to think about anything related to the break up. This is me. This is how I heal. Im not running away. Im not! I'm not!!!