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Yes, its happening
July 11, 2007This saturday… I will be in my own house, sleeping in my own room. A lot of people told me that I'm being silly for quitting my job and leaving Manila for good.
But I have to say that I am not a helpless, little girl coming home to mommy and daddy. Im simply having a "cool change". Puh Lease. Being in Manila for four years now, working my ass off… and then having a life changing event… I need to recharge. Get my bearings. and who knows where the wind will take me? I treat this stage of my life as an adventure. So… to qoute my best, WHATEVER YOU SAY, WHATEVER YOU DO, YOU CAN'T TAKE AWAY THE SMILE IN MY FACE, SO BACK OFF!!!
Anyway… people keep asking about my lovelife. i'll let you know soon. I might even post some pictures
Don't you just love life? My friend's tattoo sez: Live, love and learn.
Fitting.
Mwah to all.
Things I Hate
July 9, 20071. Foods I Hate- Being a foodie, i only hate paksiw dishes.
2. Fruit I hate- Im not really fond of chico… i hate the smell.
3. Vegetable I Hate- Squash. Hehehe.
4. Celebrities I hate- Kiera Knightly. I dont know. Her smile irritates me for unknown reasons.
5. Event I Hate- Graduation. Mixed emotions.
6. Movie I Hate- Mandy Moore's movies. Yes, even the a Walk to Remember.
7. Music I Hate- the super, duper hard rock.
8. Chore I Hate- Sweeping the floor.
9. Thing I Hate About the World- Global Warming.
10. Thing I hate about myself- Knowing what's wrong and still doing it. Damn.
Thanks alohapenny, for this cute tag.
I don’t give a freaking damn
July 8, 2007Awww. Thanks for the texts and warnings about Megs. Oh dear, if you only knew… I really don't care about the shit you two are doing. Keep it up, make it last, make your damn mama proud. As for me, I have my own shit to live, ayt. I cant believe I wasted 20 texts on you though. Oh well. Sometimes I can be stupid. But judging from your texts, and the way you dont know what tata means… I don't think Im the only stupid person here.
Anyway… You. You've been testing me for the longest time, asking if I'm being true or not. Damn. I'm living a lie with you and I know that I can't go on like that. But how can I look you in the eye and break it to you? Ah, whatever. Time will tell.
Don't you just love dramas? I do.
Thank you for making me smile again
July 7, 2007We can finish a pack of marlboro lights. Walk to the beach. Go fishing. Talk about life's shit. Thanks for believing in me too. Thanks for understanding. And for not judging me. You know, before you came, I thought I would be drowning in whatyacallit fuck. And I really thank the Lord for knowing you. You lit up my life. And I felt human once again. From blob, to this… Hello Normal. Hello world. Anyway, I've never cried hard enough to let the world know I'm hurt. But fuck it, now Im crying because of the hope that I see in you. It touched me so deep, that I never thought it would be possible. I hate the drama. I dont like baggages. I just want to thank you for bringing me back to life again. And if you go, which I know will happen soon, do not worry about me. I will be fine. I will spit like a man. Dust off my boots and still walk forward. Hoping to catch you again. And just like what we say in high school, friends forever, you spunk.








