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Get To Know Madwoman

Ever been 24 and a little bit mad? That's me in a nutshell. I am pretty okay... but I have a lot of anger and shame and negativity. I think of stupid things, I've been in unusual situations... I'm pretty fucked up, but still going strong.

    

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In the beginning, we told each other secrets... at the end, we told each other lies. Damn you.

While I was watching you sleep

February 26, 2008

I am writing this while you were sleeping in my bed… I was staring at you for a long time, and a wave of sadness washed over me. There you are, so peaceful, so sweet, so calm. But another string tugged inside me. You lied to me. and I didnt know what the fuck you were doing out there while we’ve been apart. I have only known bits and pieces and those were enough to break my heart. I didn’t cried. I promise myself never to cry again. I told myself, i’ll never see you again. But when I saw you at my door, everything changed. i welcomed you again with open arms.

But sometimes, I have so many doubts. i cannot trust you like before. and i hate it. you are so good, and i love you dearly. But i think i deserve another man. Because of you, I became a woman that i loath to be. I became wild. I became a liar, just like you. And when I found out about that fucking thing, i slept with somebody. Because I thought that the sex would free me of the hurt you caused when you cheated. But it didn’t. It made me feel worse. And I have to live with that for the rest of my life.

I am not like this. I was once a good girl. I dont just throw myself around. But you hurt me so bad I didn’t gave a fuck anymore.

Posted by madwoman at 1:53 am | permalink

Previous Comments

having sex or sleeping with somebody for reason that your partner is a cheat doesn’t solve the problem.

if you want to make revenge, you simply dumped him and find a better and honest partner. never make “sex with other individual” as your weapon of revenge.

Posted by jadestone at February 27, 2008, 11:20 am

i hope you will be better soon. right now, things may still be cloudy but i know you’ll come to. you’re a fighter. don’t hate who you are right now. it’s just the sum of everything that you’ve been through. good luck maddy.

Posted by wits at March 3, 2008, 4:20 pm

u deserve someone better!

Posted by cris at March 24, 2008, 6:47 pm

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