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Turn me loose
April 30, 2007a little bit grumpy today. wasn't able to sleep well, and a thought just popped up.
I came from the visayas, and four years ago, I hauled my ass to Manila. Because of a boy… what people would do for love, right? Ha! We've been together for two years then and I felt that he's worth all the trouble. After all, he is *this* close to a Saint… i kid you not.
anyway… last month was my four year anniv here in Manila My Manila… and maybe you'd think that me and Mr. Loverboy are now living together, right? well, hang on to that chair coz I have this to say: Mr. Loverboy is scared of hell, so we're not yet living together. We don't even fuck yet. I kid you not!!! I am very vocal of what I want, but nooooo, Mr. Loverboy won't have any of that immoralities. Ha!
So, I live in this tiny apartment, and Mr. Loverboy would just come and go. We're like high school sweethearts for fuck's sake, and I want to move on. You know what I mean: live together, sleep together, have sex just like any normal couples, wake up together….
Honestly, I want to end things with Mr. Loverboy, but I'm scared. I've gotten fat over time, and I'm scared that no one will like me. Boo fucking hoo. Pretty stupid right?
What do you think?








